Sunday, November 23, 2008
SUMMER OF ..umm....'96...one of my school holidays
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
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Thursday, November 6, 2008
Anniversary Issue !!
Monday, October 6, 2008
Sunday night out at Leopold' , Colaba

Sunday night was spent in downtown Colaba. I was just reading through a blog, and it was pretty amusing when i read in that ( Colaba is a tourist place in Mumbai). I dont really know if it is. Maybe selling cheap clothes(of course with a touch of traditional Indian taste) and imported fake jewellery from China makes it of this sort...addd to it s few stores and pork or beef serving shops. Ya...good bars too!.... So, i was there with some of my friends who had come from Pune, they wanted to drink at a good place, so we chose LEOPOLD( See my friend in the picture). Leoplod is good of sorts, especially if you have that thing to be amused by the sight of old and young foreigners sipping on their beers and discussing things which range from Bollywood to the recession in US..to the new great big bang which ppl say will occur in a month or so! I want to write just a bit more about Colaba..its amusing. Perhaps, its the best place to be in Mumbai, because of lot of reasons. Go there any weekend and see the most beautiful girls there. Apart from that, there are a lot of other things to be seen at Colaba some of which i noticed like:
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Free Tip@me.com: How to buy a wine for the first time, find u dont hv a cork opener...n ruin it all!
Monday, August 11, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Long time..just a hi!
Sunday, May 25, 2008
RED GREEN YELLOW
There are heaps an heaps of people all over ... its all about survival. They work in the day....whatever they get they feed themselves...they get back to sleep wherever they get place..on the roadside...on the footpath...inside the big round pipes...on the sand piled up for construction work...thers no stopping. And well...no wonder if some drunk guy drives his SUV over them.
Yess....here in this place people generally dont take up anything well. If you are trying to help someone..make sure you be ready to be hit back..i was at this train station yesterday..long queue..i had to wait half an hour to get the ticket itself. There was this old man standing in the front..so well he dint have change and the person refused to give him a ticket after bullying him. The old man(he wsnt very old..but old enugh to be called old)...just muttered something..he looked pretty helpless...coz it meant he wont be getting the ticket unless he got the change. Ok...I just offered that i will buy him the ticket instead. WEll...maybe this is something i shudnt have done coz all i got back was screaming and embarassment. So helpiing here is a crime. So you do nt have to try this. This is not the only experience ..thats why i am saying this. Mumbai is not a very friendly place...people seem to be all preoccupied with themselves. They see..but they ignore. Thats the way it is darling!!
Pretty long time has passed since i just put up something here in this space. Maybe just that i did not get anything to muse about, because life these days seems to be a routine work trying to find a much needed balance between work and trying to catch up with other things. Now this is something that might be hard to explain and maybe people struggle whole lives to have this. IS IT??
Well..i have been reading books and the book that i am reading now is " Wrestling the Dragon" which is about the XVII Karmapa, the kid Lama who fled away form Tibet. Its something thats of interest to me coz i think i have been alway been fascinated and excited to learn more about Buddhism.. about Tibet and should i say...History?? i am not very sure about this. So, thats what i am currently doing now.
Office front....ya i m holding my ground betwen everyday tensions....bullies. BULLSHITS! There is talk going on that my office might be shifted to a new place and if this happens, this might take me more than an hour travelling to the place. Duuuuuudeeee....now where does that land me up!
the kingdom of deep shit???
Sunday, April 20, 2008
FIRE IN THE HOLE!!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Tiger Anthem

Thursday, March 27, 2008
A day like no other
A day i will not atleast in the next few months. Ya. Thats for sure. I dint go to office today, without any particular reason. I just wanted a break..from that office. So i just called up one senior in the morning. And i faked...i told i have headache and dysentery. I had to think a lot..before i just called him up. I actually shouldnt have done it. Later on, I did feel guilty for telling a lie. And well..i am also not going to repeat that. But this day it became special in its own very kind. It was very different because the whole day i was all alone.....all alone in my flat..with noone besides me..no chitter chatter......and i enjoyed that. It was bliss. I spent the day reading books...cleaning my room....read old newspapers..had a chat with mum....and she also said i shudnt be doing this kind of thing.....just because that if something makes you feel guilty..you should not do it...Well..it was like listening to the heart and not to the soul....though this isnt a very big thing i did..people keep doing this......telling lies..faking things....but maybe i dont like it.....i hated it when a colleague actually called me up and asked me how i was......i was perfectly well and ...i had to say tht i am this n that....my guilty conscience...!
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How many of we feel that we need this kind of a day in our life? A day when you want to clear your mind..spending the day all by yourself.....enjoying the solitude.....sometimes it feels so great when you are alone..at times it happens doesnt it? You want to go far far away....fay from the maddening rush...you dont want to be bothered by whats happening in this world.....you want to come in terms with yourself......you are able to enjoy even that omlette that you made for yourself alongwith two slices of bread....even if it gets burnt its ok.....it still looks good and tastes better....it tastes like the best lunch you had in the last few weeks? weell...I feel I need this kind of day......I need it...I want it....again.
Now..why i liked the day? Why i am also grateful that i took it off? Its because i was all alone...and someone who knows me well also knows that its perfect for me to be this way.....be alone....all by myself..i enjoy my solitude! and i did that today.....i think that from the day i came to this mad place..first time i was at peace with myself....and this world. I recreated old memories...i read books...i studied an old book which i had already read....i listened to music with low volume....and i was actually able to recount the days that i was having a year back..back at home.....back at the college.....with friends ..i took my time to thank god for eveything i have in this life......for that he has blessed me with more than i deserve...so thats also another reason why this day was special. I took a look at old photographs...my old stamp book..my old coins that i had collected. I took a small nap in the evening......now its evening....and i am writing this.
It is a day like no other......
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No more....
SILLY BILLY(This name is good....a good nick...isnt it? A new nut friend of mine gave it to me..thanks Nuts!)
Sunday, March 23, 2008
I cant speak...
Sunday, February 24, 2008
A dull time
And worse is that, now i find myself strifing through the newspapers on sunday for the cathartic articles. Those all sound sweet for sometime, and you think that yes, this is the mantra to perfect everything!! But is it really? I dont know.
Although i have been one of those 'happy-go-lucky' type of persons, which i think i still am, but i dont feel good about it anymore like i used to. I guess this doesnt work. Sometime, being very enthusiatic also sucks you know. i think its just too early to say if this is right or wrong in the context which i am referring this to.
Well, all this doesnt make sense to me, all this i have written, i am basically very very confused now, i am very tensed, i am very worried about things for which i am not responsible..and i dont know if should be really worrying about it or not!! is this it??
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All in all, i am not in a good mood. I didnt even want to write all this crap here, but even then i am doing it. I see people all around me, three kids on the street stoning a poor dog, i try to stop them but they dont stop. They might even pelt the stones at me..i dont know...so i dont insist anymore. Married couples out for a evening walk in this busy street coz thanks to the city which is called Mumbai, they dont have any park to go to ..i see people without the basic amenities..10 people stuffed into a tiny room...a common bathroom..the public utility which more than a 1000 people use everyday.....a sign board under which tons of garbage is dumped....all out of the bin...
the sign board reads CLEAN UP! ..almost funny ..is it?
The only thing i need to do now is CLEAN UP! my mind.. Life is good sometime, sometimes it is not too good... but still it is life. I guess we have our share of joy, great times, good times, better times, bad times. Right now, I am studying people....its good to sit somewhere and observe the people walking by, doing all sort of things. Guys just trying to impress girls, some other just talking about girls, other looking busy in their own personal ways..some doing loose talk....its good time pass thing@!! but its sllly tooo
....but who the hell gives a damn
Just now i had a Facebook thing also...i made me facebook......its in a mag here.....so i just made one!!!
A dull time
And worse is that, now i find myself strifing through the newspapers on sunday for the cathartic articles. Those all sound sweet for sometime, and you think that yes, this is the mantra to perfect everything!! But is it really? I dont know.
Although i have been one of those 'happy-go-lucky' type of persons, which i think i still am, but i dont feel good about it anymore like i used to. I guess this doesnt work. Sometime, being very enthusiatic also sucks you know. i think its just too early to say if this is right or wrong in the context which i am referring this to.
Well, all this doesnt make sense to me, all this i have written, i am basically very very confused now, i am very tensed, i am very worried about things for which i am not responsible..and i dont know if should be really worrying about it or not!!
All in all, i am not in a good mood. I didnt even want to write all this crap here, but even then i am doing it. I see people all around me, three kids on the street stoning a poor dog, i try to stop them but they dont stop. They might even pelt the stones at me..i dont know...so i dont insist anymore. Married couples out for a evening walk in this busy street coz thanks to the city which is called Mumbai, they dont have any park to go to ..i see people without the basic amenities..10 people stuffed into a tiny room...a common bathroom..the public utility which more than a 1000 people use everyday.....a sign board under which tons of garbage is dumped....all out of the bin...
the sign board reads CLEAN UP! ..almost funny ..is it?
The only thing i need to do now is CLEAN UP! my mind.. Life is good sometime, sometimes it is not too good... but still it is life. I guess we have our share of joy, great times, good times, better times, bad times. Right now, I am studying people....its good to sit somewhere and observe the people walking by, doing all sort of things. Guys just trying to impress girls, some other just talking about girls, other looking busy in their own personal ways..some doing loose talk....its good time pass thing@!! but its sllly tooo
....but who the hell gives a damn
Just now i had a Facebook thing also...i made me facebook......its in a mag here.....so i just made one!!!
A dull time
And worse is that, now i find myself strifing through the newspapers on sunday for the cathartic articles. Those all sound sweet for sometime, and you think that yes, this is the mantra to perfect everything!! But is it really? I dont know.
Although i have been one of those 'happy-go-lucky' type of persons, which i think i still am, but i dont feel good about it anymore like i used to. I guess this doesnt work. Sometime, being very enthusiatic also sucks you know. i think its just too early to say if this is right or wrong in the context which i am referring this to.
Well, all this doesnt make sense to me, all this i have written, i am basically very very confused now, i am very tensed, i am very worried about things for which i am not responsible..and i dont know if should be really worrying about it or not!!
All in all, i am not in a good mood. I didnt even want to write all this crap here, but even then i am doing it. I see people all around me, three kids on the street stoning a poor dog, i try to stop them but they dont stop. They might even pelt the stones at me..i dont know...so i dont insist anymore. Married couples out for a evening walk in this busy street coz thanks to the city which is called Mumbai, they dont have any park to go to ..i see people without the basic amenities..10 people stuffed into a tiny room...a common bathroom..the public utility which more than a 1000 people use everyday.....a sign board under which tons of garbage is dumped....all out of the bin...
the sign board reads CLEAN UP! ..almost funny ..is it?
The only thing i need to do now is CLEAN UP! my mind.. Life is good sometime, sometimes it is not too good... but still it is life. I guess we have our share of joy, great times, good times, better times, bad times. Right now, I am studying people....its good to sit somewhere and observe the people walking by, doing all sort of things. Guys just trying to impress girls, some other just talking about girls, other looking busy in their own personal ways..some doing loose talk....its good time pass thing@!! but its sllly tooo
....but who the hell gives a damn
Saturday, February 9, 2008
The fish has got it all !

Friday, February 1, 2008
OH MY HOLY COW !!!
Dont worry thats its not good enough for anyone else to hear!
Just sing..sing a song!!
I have not been writing for the past week..almost two weeks....but i have been doing a lot these days......i ran the marathon and my photograph got published in one of the local newspapers here...my friends told me that..but i have not seen any of them.!!
I read a book..."HOLY COW !" by Sarah MacDonald ....and though i am not into writing a review for that still by all terms..it is a very good book. It was very interesting for me too read it.for...the first few pages i read the whole of me was burning...and i wanted to throw that book into a gutter!!..Not because it wasnt good...not at all...it was good. Its based upon how the writer had her time in INDIA...and it really might make any indian ashamed the way she describes india in the first few pages......she has given a really filthy description of the way she sees india. Even i never realized it that it was actually that way!! The reason i didnt like the description was that never before have i read about India the way she has described it....It made me laugh..and then it made me so so very bad of the mess which India actually is!!....hey tell me...is an Ambassador car a mix of "Rolls Royce" and a"russian tank".....or does a "cow" make the whole traffic come to a standstill on delhi roads......or are the "Sardars", the Irish of INDIA??well.its extremely funny..and the thing is that..its right!. After a few pages as she goes to different places in India...she sees all the religions....tries to learn them......and after so so very interesting things she talks about....i end that book and i feel good....the book is interesting...it is funny....it made me smile.....it made me feel bad about India...it made me feel good about India.....and in the end....i just popped out a very minuscule tear out of my eye!!
I have read many people who have been writing about India..but this book just was different .i loved the innocence with which she has written it.....i have become a fan of Sarah MacDonald.....she is just splendid...Kudos Sarah!!..Thank you for being so wonderful and kind to India.....and yes...about the problems you had here..Sorry for that!!.....I think it is a must must read for everyone..Its an old book....but its gr88 gr88.....
OOOOkkkk..after this review......i dont have much to write..just because i ahve not been thinking much lately....so i dont have anything to put down here....so dudes!!...tc
Ashok
Thursday, January 17, 2008
FUN in the RUN..its marathon time!!!!

I am a capri....so it told me that i am caring, i am honest, imaginative, leader, thinker.....u know all the god stuff. So ..pretty happy me. I just wish that it comes true ..all that was written. A good professional year....lot of oppurtunities....luck...haha......
As much as i am into science, i still belive in luck and fate and karma.....n everything. I think yes, there is something called luck. Something which suddenly interferes with everything you do. It can just help you at the time when everything seems to be going wrong, you dont have any direction to go on....and wham!!!...suddenly everything is good again. I have experienced this....but u know let luck just do its work...you just make sure you make your present good...do everything you can in the best way you can...rest will follow...n you will have a good luck!!
Ok, another thing...luck doesnt always interfere in a god way ok. Everything might seem to be going right, and suddenly you are nowhere... I'll tell you my observation...its a good one...
You know i have seen people whom others call "lucky"...are the ones who are really free..uncaring...who just live the moment...dont think much.....are good at heart..who dont hurt anybody...really!!......i will advise you to try this ..try being this way.....dont think much....abt the future or about the past.....you are sure to get lucky. Like me!!!...........haha
Yes......i have been lucky....in everything. Its like " FEEL GOOD". Oh i forgot this :
MUMBAI MARATHON, Sunday,20th January 2008

This marathon is being organized here in mumbai, one
of biggest in the world....because of the number of participants( blame.....no no....dont blame this time.....so thanks INDIA for being 2nd largest populous country in the world, and making us INDIANS proud to host the largest marathon!!!). Well, why i am telling this because i am also a part of it....due to ppl in my new office who really dragged me into it!!...can i run 6 kms? how long is it......?? So i'll be getting a T-shirt , a cap.......nd the good thing is that i'll be running for a cause..for each of the 50 people running from my firm, our company will donate a big amount of money to a child care center, an orphanage for the special kids.....so that makes me happy....i'll run for them. And who knows...i already said" I am LUCKY"...so may be this might happen....due to my good luck, all people running around me suddenly faint.....i am at the last....walking....and suddenly...everybody faints..lets say due to pollution here in Mumabi....and look whose there......Ashok..the winner of dream run in MARATHON, 2008.......okok more when i have ran that...and if i am still alive .....
i will write!!...one thing i can do to run....may be i can find a good girl...without a boyfriend at the run.....and i will run after her....... what do you say?..................hmmmmmmmmm..good idea..thanks to me.........i am just great........this suggestion to all those poor guys who run after girls......run for a CAUSE now!!!
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Pain and the People
Ok then i had this fever from day before yestrday, and i had a sore throat. Tonsils...which have been with me since i was a kid. Whenever i have them its very severe. My throat was paining and it extended upto my ears n head...i couldnt eat...i couldnt drink water,....worst thing....i cudnt even open my mouth...forget talking!!cudnt sleep....all i did was a hot water gargle.........n some antibiotics.
None helped yesterday night..it was the maddest ever........so in the morning i went to see a doctor who gave me this big heap of medicines ...and a painkiller which i needed severely. It helped.......or i wud have died out of that. The lady doctor is really nice in our office ..... she helped !! Thanks Thanks...the painkillers n the doc...both of them.
I had to write a lot ...i had so many things..a pigeon did in front of me...the kites here everybody was flying yesterday....th bad traffic where i was stuck.....office gossip n talk.......but wheres the time!!!.......and i think that painkillers effect is rubbing off....and this pain is again starting....so before it starts all over again...i should just go and take care of myself.....cos nobody else is there.
Look, this is the time when you feel the worst.You are in a new place, you dont know anything....not even where u'll find the clinic..you dont have really good friends you can call....well..."friends"...... n then you fear what if you get sick....and then one fine morning..you wake up.......your head n throat n everyting paining like anything....n then you have to go to office as well....coz the most important had of Technolgy is on for a visit..!!!..........i missed my mum a lot...really!! She is the one i can turn upto each time..tell her everything..she is like my best friend.....not like...she is ........they are everything to me!!.......and now i am sick.....i am also home sick...i want to go home.....but i cant...!! Life is sucking big time man!!!
And then people all around you are like " Grow up", "Be Strong", ...most funny " Be a man".....what the fuck man.......i know i am always smiling n when ppl around me dont see me smiling..they think i am sick or i am off or whatever......and i have people around me who are mean, in office everyone is like as in a "corporate world".....having a very "professional" attitude...who joke which sounds more like taunting for each other....gossips are always about the boss" boss is this..boss is that".....everybody thinks they are just perfect....sometime i also hate all these messy people .... hardly you find some good guy who would gives you a good advise.....everyone thinks you are eating on their job and dominance...what the hell !!!
The bad thing is that now i am also a part of all this and i have to 'learn the ropes', but i am not the guy who has a very 'foxy' thing about hiim........i dont really expect people to beahve like that..what to do?..what to do?...what to do?...this pain..fk this also!!
Saturday, January 5, 2008
SARIKA n MANISHA--
Friday, January 4, 2008
Bar
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Wednesday, January 2, 2008
RESOLUTIONS>>>>>>>whattt!!!! really.....really....for real this time

Well...i never thought that someday i would be making resolutions. It has always been a matter of fun and mocking..but i am actually writing this so as to return back next year..see my post and actually assessing as to how much have done....everybody makes resolutions...n i am making mine....some jot it down, others dont....so there are lot of things....and its not possible for me to write them down........
I am in a new job...so i have to make sure that i make my own personal mark..just like not everyone else...i dont have to be in "the crowd"
I should get promoted in a year...that is pretty too much to ask for in such short time, but people have done that..its possible
This new year,i dint feel god being with my guy friends..so obviously...i need a girlfriend...so i'll try to change my status from "single" to probably somewhere between "hanging" and " committed"...somewhere in between...coz i think relationships grow with time...but first i need to find a good girl...pretty soon i have to ..so that needs to be done.
Now that i am earning my own money..i think i also need to learn a bit of saving..i have always been a big big spender...so i'll check that.
I am joining french learning classes soon. I am learning it as part of my plans to join the UN.
I will learn to drive a car..but i wont buy it this year...actually i wont afford it so soon.
I think i trust people very easily..and may be thats why i have also suffered at times...still i havent learned ...change that.
Try and make a trip to some other country..anywhere..no choices...its a part of my"i have to see this whole world" thing.
Join some NGO here....for animals...use my saturdays n sundays for some work for them. Thats actually an interest of mine..
I dont drink..niether do i smoke....i am happy with that i dint get addicted to it..i am 23 and i dont see myself falling into that.......and i should make sure that i dont do that....for now..i am not interested...and i think i wont do it...
.............ok i think i cant stop....but this has to be mentioned....
Try try try to Get up early in the morning....please god..help me with that!!
FINAL WORD
I think we all people make resolutions..and you know what..i think everybody has just the same things they want in life...its all the same except that their personal lives are involved and it sounds different..but its all the same....very much.....we all want to be happy and i think we all strive for it......but let me not write about this..i am feeling hungry..diner dinner dinner..oh yes...i forgot....today three of my friends ..what do u call..looted me...they asked for a treat.....and then i had to..so we went to this Chinese restaurant....pure Chinese ok...with waiters also being chinese in this very big mall....CHINA MING.....and we had lunch..4 of us....with starters...n chicken n sea food from china...a BUDDHA VEG DELIGHT n some kind of chinese rice....and then brownies with vanilla.....
best lunch i ever had...and also the most expensive...very very very ....4 guys......just a lunch!! and nearly 2000 rupees......and still..i had to pay for that.......that was alright for the time being.....but after that really.......i had to think about it....there are so many people in this country who dont get this much money even if they work whole month day n night......and a lunch.....it cost us that much.....i think it was a wastage...it made me feel guilty of something.....
Well..just some of the things i should do....among the innumerable things i want to do.......
make life bigger..its to short.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR all my dear friends....
