Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Pain and the People

For the quite few days i have been just drooling around, i watched a movie this weekend. It was supposed to be " The Golden Compass"...but what happened was that i landed in some other cinema hall, where they were playing " NATIONAL TREASURE"..i dont quite like Nicholas cage so i watched this hindi movie"Tare Zammen Par".....a typical Indian family movie....people were there with thir wives n kids n fathers n mothers n grandmothers n grandfathers....n grand grand what not!!! But it was an enjoyable movie....which i enjoyed...n i came to realize that i can cry watching movies!......I had to struggle so that a tear doesn't drop off!! It was about kids ....a kid who has dyslexia and who is shuned by family n friends only to be reincarnated through a teacher h finds at a boarding school where his parents dump him. So my review is like everyone lse..good movie..totally watchable.

Ok then i had this fever from day before yestrday, and i had a sore throat. Tonsils...which have been with me since i was a kid. Whenever i have them its very severe. My throat was paining and it extended upto my ears n head...i couldnt eat...i couldnt drink water,....worst thing....i cudnt even open my mouth...forget talking!!cudnt sleep....all i did was a hot water gargle.........n some antibiotics.

None helped yesterday night..it was the maddest ever........so in the morning i went to see a doctor who gave me this big heap of medicines ...and a painkiller which i needed severely. It helped.......or i wud have died out of that. The lady doctor is really nice in our office ..... she helped !! Thanks Thanks...the painkillers n the doc...both of them.

I had to write a lot ...i had so many things..a pigeon did in front of me...the kites here everybody was flying yesterday....th bad traffic where i was stuck.....office gossip n talk.......but wheres the time!!!.......and i think that painkillers effect is rubbing off....and this pain is again starting....so before it starts all over again...i should just go and take care of myself.....cos nobody else is there.
Look, this is the time when you feel the worst.You are in a new place, you dont know anything....not even where u'll find the clinic..you dont have really good friends you can call....well..."friends"...... n then you fear what if you get sick....and then one fine morning..you wake up.......your head n throat n everyting paining like anything....n then you have to go to office as well....coz the most important had of Technolgy is on for a visit..!!!..........i missed my mum a lot...really!! She is the one i can turn upto each time..tell her everything..she is like my best friend.....not like...she is ........they are everything to me!!.......and now i am sick.....i am also home sick...i want to go home.....but i cant...!! Life is sucking big time man!!!

And then people all around you are like " Grow up", "Be Strong", ...most funny " Be a man".....what the fuck man.......i know i am always smiling n when ppl around me dont see me smiling..they think i am sick or i am off or whatever......and i have people around me who are mean, in office everyone is like as in a "corporate world".....having a very "professional" attitude...who joke which sounds more like taunting for each other....gossips are always about the boss" boss is this..boss is that".....everybody thinks they are just perfect....sometime i also hate all these messy people .... hardly you find some good guy who would gives you a good advise.....everyone thinks you are eating on their job and dominance...what the hell !!!

The bad thing is that now i am also a part of all this and i have to 'learn the ropes', but i am not the guy who has a very 'foxy' thing about hiim........i dont really expect people to beahve like that..what to do?..what to do?...what to do?...this pain..fk this also!!

2 comments:

Ganga Fondan said...

Hello,
Just have a little time on my blog today. thanks for your comment. Hope you feel better. 2008 is a year for fulfilling your dreams. Reach for the stars and then its easier to forget about trying to measure up to "perfect".

Smiles across the miles!!!

Mugglenot said...

Hmm...you have had pretty hard days bhaiyaji out there..hmm...hota hai...hope everything is okay now..:)