I have not really written anything in the past three days..but i have done a lot of things that i would have liked to write about. SUnday was a good day...although i had a presentation to give the next day..somehow i just couldnt resist the temptation if going out with my friends to the INDIAN MUESEUM. I had expected a lot from it..but in the end i just felt that it wasnt really what i expected. A nice edifice from the outside its interiors were not so much organized. There was lot of dust all around..glasses were stained..but it just so so much. Rocks from each and every part of the world..geology people might get interested. There were so many things that its just impossible to see everything in a day. Then there was this mammal gallery..where there awere very old things...a 3500 million year old fossil...indias own dinosaurs remains.."rajasauras something..." raja in hindi means kings..so some indian already classified it as the king.....then i saw the remains of a Blue Whale which was found in the North Atlantic...i knew that it was the biggest mammal / creature on earth..but it was that big!! i never knew.....i just could not believe how massive it was..and when i read that it was a small blue whale....whoooaaa....nothing more i cud say....a deer i saw which was 11 feet long....i always thought that deers were sweet n cute creatures who ar lot shrter than me..after seeing it i knew i was wrong. Then i went to the egyptian gallery..i saw a mummy in there and read some of the history of Egypt which is always interesting to do. Well..that was sunday..evening was spent writing the review and then making slides...i had to spend the time from 5 to 10:30 doing that. I could not sleep at night..i just couldnt ..this has become everyday thing. I go to sleep and then my mind goes on to think about ....things which are just so far from me...things i want to reach out for...but somehow cant. These things are too personal so i cant write all about this here..but the problem is that i cant get up in the morning then..o yes sunday night..i couldnt sleep..i turned off the lights and then tried to...cudnt..so i turned on the TV to listen to songs..even then i cudnt sleep/.so than at 2:30 in the mprning i went on to wash my shoes....thats what i could do at that time..haha. Monday was like..first half i was in the class but i wasnt actually in the class...my mind was drifting away...its just such a miserable feeling. I hate myself for letting this happen to me..!! how could I just !! ....so then in the second half i gave the presentation alongwith one of my friends....it was good...but certainly not the best....i was not feeling well so i left just after our presentation...we were the first to give it....i had so much pain in my stomach..so i had to leave. I spent the evening reading books. Today also its already half day..i had the lunch..time was free so i came to write this...today i feel really bore..out of place ..nothing good is happening to me...it so so miserable i feel ..and the problem is that i cannot help it.....and i have no clue as to how long would i be in such a state of mind.....hellooo...somebody listening~~
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